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lingering inside

its still lingering inside me, still there, still alive, more of a flame than fading away. gosh i hate you so much right now, it really hurts. but its no good. no good. somehow, i have to move on, don´t i? and now, what are my plans? Telling her, that i have fallen in love? maybe but i don´t know for sure yet. Everythin´s too perfect right now, i don´t want to mess things up. But maybe, because of that kiss, she feels same for me? In some way? Or am i attracted to him...still? i can´t tell. Who can, when i can´t? I feel like a friggin cunt right now, don´t know if i like him, if i like her, am I supposed to love both? That can´t be happening, therefore maybe i just have to stay alone until i know what it is that i want. And you, my gosh, i still hate you. I will hate you forever, thats my promise to you. If i can, i will get my revenge somehow.
24.11.09 19:15
 


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